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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

o ya for got... advertising for my church camp...hehe...

REFRESS CAMP 2008!!!
11to 14 june...$25.. in newton life church...for youths... who wan go wif me??
more info go newtonlifeyouthministry.blogspot.com

haha lol...
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omg mdm yong go sms me at 5++AM to call me come school at 9... den i woke up at 9+++ den saw message like almost 10... waited for 188 for like 20 minutes... den reach sch at like 12.30 liddat ba...den need go settle de rooming list for de su zhou trip when mdm yong go some conference or wad.. den very funny do half way saw ET go argue wif mdm surin i tink...something about kit kat $8 and ms yeo...lol..

plus de staff room damn COLD sia... at first jus got in tot very nice... but like 1/2h later was like having flu lerh...den like very pathetic was like sniff sniff type type sniff achooo!!! type sniff exhale deeply type achoo!!! sniff... den after dat told mdm yong dat i wan go toilet... actually i wan go out defrost...

den when mdm yong come back ET was like "wa u bully my student ah?"or at least i tink he said that... den mdm yong go sae"no lah... she going su zhou oso so she need do.."or something liddat... den was copying n pasting across files den go check de info all over again.. den still need to call up the ppl how nvr gimme passport expiry dates... so i ended up calling the person.. dun have den call de person's dad... dun have den call de person's mother.. if still dun have call everybody all over again.. if still still STILL dun have how? cry. no la go call de person go sms me lorh...

den call finish liao mdm yong call me do a write up for the competition... den was like OMG MY ENGLISH IS THOSE TYPE OF ALMOST FAIL U CALL ME DO WRITE UP??????????!!!!!!!!! den ended up copying almost all from last year's year book... den mdm yong was like omg why you type so slow???? den ET said "i tot they all from de msm generation all type ver fast 1?"mdm yong sae"ya lorh" den i said"i'm de exception mah..."except dat no 1 heard me so... i continued my 1 finger by 1 finger typing...

den 4++ lerh... mdm yong was like ok la ok la i do i do... but i was on my last 3 words den i was like yao hao le yao hao le... den ET was like aiyo let her go home lah... den mdm yong gave me lemon barley packet drink from de staff room... den i went home.... alone... so sad... den bs oso got no seat.... even sadder... den on the way home got so many smoker.... den like cnt breath leh.... even even sadder.....

y is my life so sad one???????
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Monday, May 26, 2008


amazing how easily i can get myself into trouble... not those no matter how much u try 2 steer away from it u still fall into it type noe... its like suddenly someone confound(or wadeva it is) me den i happy happy go jump straight into it type... den half-way falling n falling in the bottomless pit i dug myself only i realised "omg i'm fell into de hole i dug myself"den go scream 4 help.... like anybody can hear me by den anyway.... stupid rite?

anyway i tink my whole holiday ruined liao... like i until now still haven do anything about my homework... like in even do anything at all lo.... dun be suprised if i return 2 sch twice my current size...
omg like my this hols like very chaotic... got a mountain(>600m in height) of hws... den got sch camp, church camp, ROD(dat 1 i die 4 sure), choir practise,.. OMG practise guitar!!!! den oso dot aural test 4 guitar exam...( omg i oso have dominant 7s n sight reading haven learn... n exams in july???)
anyway july even worse... other den guitar exam my half of july gone liao...
1st week: study.. most probably(hopefully) guitar exams
2nd week: gone, summer camp
3rd week: go force teachers 4 remedials 2 make up 4 2nd week... maybe 4th week oso...
4th week: gone oso... su zhou trip..sunday to sunday... nice 1..
den oso 4 sure have extra intensive training 4 su zhou comp oso... even if teacher sae dunnneed i will still force ppl 2 come back 4 practiseMUAHAHAHAHA....
oya still got maths stats competition... !!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
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Saturday, May 24, 2008


if only life allows NGs... life would be so much better...


haix now starting 2 feel rather strongly bout de stuff around me.... i remember i wanted 2 say something bout it... but i 4got leh...
no lah... should be able 2 recall bah...o ya found out dat i m maybe de only crazy person who post like so frequetly... maybe suffering from earlie blogging craziness dat makes you so enthu bout posting... but im so sure dat will die down in like a few months ba... den everything go on internet 2 c ppls blog... den was like everybody din post deh... so like very bored... den started feeling emo...
tokin bout emo.. my junior was tokin 2 me a few seconds ago... now still tokin ba...
she was like y everybody so emo...

#Jinyee :] -[[Countdown ; 6 days ; I miss Ruixuan and the laughing we have together]]- says:
y everyone so emo
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
haha
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
y?
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
u oso emo?
#Jinyee :] -[[Countdown ; 6 days ; I miss Ruixuan and the laughing we have together]]- says:
everyone's display name lyk all so emo lyk that
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
haha...
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
maybe now emo season ba...
#Jinyee :] -[[Countdown ; 6 days ; I miss Ruixuan and the laughing we have together]]- says:
LOL
#Jinyee :] -[[Countdown ; 6 days ; I miss Ruixuan and the laughing we have together]]- says:
holiday leh
#Jinyee :] -[[Countdown ; 6 days ; I miss Ruixuan and the laughing we have together]]- says:
emo season
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
dunno...
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
i dun really like hols anyway...
love is like thick thick stamps glued to yours eyes... and u cant remove it off.. not without hurting yourself says:
so oso emo..

anyway startin 2 pity my juniors.. or even pity de whole choir... like i very shi bai like everything turns out not very smoothly... i bet yun xian or clarine can do much better den me... now very luan lerh....
but since i'm put in the position i guess i have 2 work harder..

piah wif all my might 4 choir bah... i wan 2 do everything i can 4 it and dun wan 2 leave choir next year after i step down wif regrets.. neither do i wan 2 be de worst chair person of choir in history.... SO JIA YOU!!! haha...

maybe everybody are sick of hearing that life is short... but really la now everyhere in de newspaper u see people are dying... i dun mean the obituary part... it de si chuan all those... for me i dun really fear death.. not those kind of dying when u are like 80+ or something.. but i scared of dying without any notice.. like die like de poor ppl in earthquakes... i jus dun feel like partin the world when i know i still have loads of stuff undone..(no i dun mean homework.. for dat i dun care) ppl i haven say bye yet... or even ppl i haven even said hi yet..
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Friday, May 23, 2008


ptc today... saw xian zhen vincent weikong i tink n valerie goh n yuan zhen from my class... vin cent xian zhen n wei kong there 4 de whole day i tink... den de first thing anybody said 2 me is xian zhen going..."ni hao xiang chi liao..."-.-... ya was late 4 1/2 h i tink.. ya my fault bu gan yuan so earlie wake up... den tot mr tan will tok/complain alot 2 my mum n dad... but end up like alot leng chang... mr tan look at my mum.. my mum look back.. mr tan look at my dad.. my dad look bad.. mr tan look at me.. i look back.. den i look at my mum.. my mum look back at me.. den i look at my dad.. my dad look back at me.. den my dad lookn at my mum.. my mum look back at my dad.. den i look at the table.. no de table din look back.. pity.. cos it dun have eyes...den leng chang 4 like dunno how long den v awkward oso.. den mr tan say"hao le"den everybody stand up n leave.. no mr tan din leave he sit back.. den i shippes half of my locker home.. no i din cut de locker up i jus took half of de contents.. den went out 2 eat le go home n continue 2 sleep 4 another 2-3h i tink.. den very bu gan yuan 2 wake up 2 bring my sis 2 put braces in alexandra hospital... den went 2 imm 2 walk walk c c ... tot i will see anybody there...dan go home le n play computer games.. den prepared 2 sleep again in 1/2 h time...

wa i tink i can break record 4 longest sleepin time in singapore..
12h+12h+3h=...27h??? lol...
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008


random quote of the day...
Its a blessing 2 be able 2 say Hi before you say Bye.....
i doubt anybody can make any sense out of it...
anyway vin de story is not bout me is bout same japanese couple n a japanese song...but wont mind if dat happens 2 me... at least its romantic... 2 bad i dun have nice hair
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008


now i noe why the seniors wan ROD so much... cos they really had a very hard time copin wif school work n choir stuff... n choir stuff is damn hard 2 cope la... harder den school work... cos school work there will always be a model answer...but choir will never have model answer cos u are workin wif this massive, complicated n hard 2 understand organism called humans... and even worse...TEENAGE humans... how much harder can it get?

den now cos of all de choir stuff feel damn stress n emo... n singing emo songs in choir doesnt really help oso... not dat song not nice... de song is ULTRA nice lo... jus dat de choir ppl not emo enough den sing until no feel... den even emoer.... den started 2 imagine some very sad love stories while singing the song....

well de song title is "hair"so ms yin sae de female main character have nice hair... den de song so sad... dat means male main character is seperated from female main character...den oso got this part like de couple dancing like waltz liddat... so got 1 part like those kind of over there remembering de nice times when they where together... den later goes back 2 main melody in de begining of de song... den got this everything over le de feel... den oso got those type of tears slowly and quietly falling from the person's eyes... den everything over le....

wa de song chao drama... whether u all can read wad i tokin about is another matter... cos i type is 1 finger 1 finger liddat 1 so when emo will go very fast den type wrong... oso its like common knowledge dat my english sucks... so.... HAHA

replies 2 tags:
--:ya i tink i noe who u r...n thnx for ur words... really helps loads.. n ya i dun tink will hurt myself ba... not wroth it...:)
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Monday, May 19, 2008


haha jus wanna fa xie my emoness first ba...

dun tink i was in the right mind when i tot u bother about me... even if i wasn't askin u about personal matters... but stilll...
i noe i was dreamin that there might be a chance... a chance 2 even get a bit closer 2 u...no i wasnt dreamin... i wasdrunk i tink.. cos only drunk ppl got this very unrealistic picture of ppl around him ba... n only drunk ppl go so optimistic... even creative ba... cos this had never happened... its somthing dat u imagined urself...
maybe being drunk is good... n best is dat i can go drunk without drinkin alcohol... den oso dun need bother bout side effects... n i can be floating around this little world i created... a little world wif u... n i might even be happy...even feel dat i'm lucky n fortunate.. but i'll be v lucky if u really notice me around in de first place... back in the real world
but wad if i woke up from de fake world i had been living in? n i made a big fool of myself by still tinkin dat we r close? i tink i might not be able 2 survive ba...
so while i tink i can survive withoutu i mus brain wash myself...s wad if u dun notice me??so wad if u ignore me??I WONT CARE!!!IGNORE ME 4 ALL I CARE!!!!!LIKE I CARE!!!! but actually i still care...

reason y i'm such a bad writer, a bad arguer, cnt write argumentative essay, cnt convince others of my views... cos i cnt even convince myself of my own views...cnt even brainwash myself....

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Sunday, May 18, 2008


er dunno wad 2 sae so jus reply tags first lo....

Jiayin:......u sure? hehe

felicia:GOOD!!!! den my welfare head shall ensure all de sec 3s come or she will fa zhan outside my classroom on wed 4 1h..... haha no la...

JINGYI: haha cheeliang seems 2 look very funny on every photo... true he jump until very cute...hehe

yeeling:thanks:) haha jus seems 2 go crazy when i got camera... like ook 132 pics on dat day...

yuren:hehe like u can stop me from postin photos... er i tink someone hit me on de head den my head is filled wif stars... crappin la... dun tink anybody can tell wad i tokin...

den i shall continue crappin...
following the orbit around the sun of her own solar system, she reached the point where she can no longer see the other sun of the other solar system. she freaked out n completely forgotten anout the sun of her own solar system...
"where the sun? where the sun of my galaxy?"
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Thursday, May 15, 2008


wa so happy to be back in choir... so long never sing until liddat lerhh....I LOVE CHOIR SIA!!!!!!(but whether choir love me is another matter since i goin on doubling n trippling de double of choir fund if they pay late... but my dears its all for de good of choir!!!)ok ppl don puke leh... i'm speakin the truth hor...

before dat out of de sudden attended a sudden weird meeting... haha anyway shi teng will be in charged when the rest are in su zhou playinHAHAHA..... ok la...

IMPT:sec 3 choir ppl please be reminded there will be meeting next wed at my classroom there...(like there will be choir ppl seeing my blog.. except jj i tink... so level rep please remind de sec 3 ppl ok)

jus tinkin of some random stuff... lol...

wondering alone in some random moon of a random planet... a planet long forgotten by his fellow planets of de system... there's nothing on the moon, jus her n a withering rose...
with de moon she lived at the very edge of her solar system, she could easily see the sun of the neighbouring solar system... but she never knew the briliant star was no where near her...
but she was contented.."at least i have 2 stars in my galaxy..........."

replies 2 tags:
keng yee: YOZZZ!!!!!!
vin: u tink 2 much again... u everything oso sarcasm..no la... n ditch de stupid cck thing liao la...
linzhe: haha i love my science... but no 2 de extend of hold hands wif it 2 ROM n spend de rest of my life calling it hubby ba... for dat i will prefer a human:)
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008


wa nice 1 got like 5 papers back... only can sae 1 thing...or maybe 2 things...

I LOVE MY SCIENCE N GEOG!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008


trying to cast footprints in the sands at the beach of your heart...even if i know it will be wiped out i less than a minute...leaving nothing at all....

haha yesterday outing wif 302 ppl..very fun sia...will post bout it someday now v late le...
wa today pull de sec 3s back 4 choir... maybe 1 day there will be an anti-zixin club n ppl will be all calling for my step down as choir chair... but still... haha...

N I WILL POST PICTURES!!! WILL POST PICTURES!!!!!!but first let me figure out how..... lol:)
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Saturday, May 10, 2008


....de road is long... with many awinding turns... dat leads us 2 who ne where... who noes where?


lalala today go help bake cookies in my church 4 parents day.... ok dats random... anyway waited my fren 4 like 1/2h lo n ended up in novena n united square 4 like dunno how long den go back.. but den de cookie part like only roll de dough n put it in de oven only... haha den scared de parents tmrw all end p wif food poisoning... but dun tink so cos i got tou chi like 2..(not tou chi la jus gettin rid of de ugly 1s) n i'm alive now so should be save ba... noe tmrw will be damn ma lu... n now damn tired n wonderin y i'm usin de comp instead of sleeping... lol

yesterday at first wan go out... but end up din(sorry yu lin.. hope u all had fun) so very sian was like digging 4 stuff 2 do... desperate until do abit of house wrk... lol... ok dat was chao ji randomm

replies 2 tags:

yuren: u noe on ahem day? de ahem person ahem us at de ahem place? lol ok la...

jun jie: erm ok... but de last time i checked i don resemble any weird ball dat flys up n down a string...

jia yin: de mei liang xin de first tag jiu bullt me isit? used 2 it 4 de past 2 years le ba... haha at least u bigger bully den me:)

yeeling: link le:)
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Thursday, May 8, 2008


ok la ignore de nonsense... wa so shuang mid year over le.... so over view of mid year:

• e maths dunno wad 2 say
• english crap until tink de teacher laugh at me
• bio dun tink as difficult as mdm yong n ms saw said... xia si ewo.. but still not confident...(haha histroy oso on that day.... ok la dun wanna be evil)
• chemistry.... not is dead but.... 4 got le
• social studies focused wrong chapt ba.. invented my own hist
• a maths.. din finish those i dunno how 2 do.... almost din fnish those i noe... mati
• geography cheated by de first qn... gave spot height tot was grid square... 1 day might die due 2 excessive stupidness(wad de de hist de so bad so mock at us...)

over all summary... i died 9 times... means i died n resuracted n dieded again(yes i noe got spelling mistake)

den after geog very happy..but still got chinese oral...sad. stumbled like dunno wad hell even huang lao shi saei nervous... cheeliang was so much better... de waited 4 ymtbd 4 like dunno how long...(ahem ahem tbd...) den go choirc c my juniors.. den tok 2 mdm yong... anyway any choir ppl who readin this ( i doubt got even 1...) there will be comm meeting soon... very soon... den after dat go 2 central wif ymtbd n yu ren den go lot 1 eat...(ahem ahem tbd) den ahem ahem went 2 ahem me n yu ren n wasted our ahem ahem time...ok la... den me n yuren from like 4 sit in de food court till 6++... wa so happy sia can tok like dunno wad... now so sleepy wan go sleep le but feel like use comp 4 a little longer... but give up la sleep soon le..ok dat random. but i m random de wad... lol

let me go crazy 4 a while....

AARRGGHH!!!!!

. . . . . WWWAAAA!!!!!!

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .WWWTTTHHHHH!!!!!!

. . . . .OOOMMMGGGGGG!!!!

. . . . . . . . . .NNOOOOOO!!!!!!

. . . . . . o dear i crazy le....

..................................but like i care

replies to tags:

--: yes jesslyn can cut de mulan stuff liao le

ym TBD: hi ahem ahem good 2 ahem u:)

Fong Ting: wa u got v large network (or wadeva u call it) le... :)

vin: wa ur sense of interestingness( i dun tink got such a word) is very... interesting

da lamer: hi! r u sarah?

yan jun: TBD!!! er... cute ah... ok... thnx!

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ok by special request from mo mo ren i shall update my post. so ya i update le.... bye bye:)
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